How do you keep going?

[Asps12]

What makes you want to live?

Idk I don't like anything anymore and I don't want to do anything anymore. I have no goal, I just basically don't want to do anything, tho life has been getting a bit better recently. But life is just soooo pointless.

Sex, relationships, education, work, religion, drugs, sleeping, eating, drawing, these activities are actually meaningless at least for me right now.

I started taking doxycycline and abusing nicotine. These are the only things that make me happy today, but it's not something sustainable in the long run. I was quite a heavy drinker this year. I think alcohol helps, but it's the devil's drink, it destroys your body, mind and soul so fast and it doesn't really do anything good except relaxation. Nicotine, I really appreciate the buzz and energy it gives, but tolerance and over-excitation are big problems. I think nic is the only thing that really gives me some novelty and curiosity. Without it I would genuinely kms. Doxycycline cleaned my brain fog which I didn't even notice lol 🤔

 

[Asps12]

I probably should have put an end to this last month, when I was more depressed and the time was right, but now I have responsibilities again, and I’ll have to endure this hell for another year…

 

[Chadriguez]

I think it's just my instinct to survive as a human being. All I wanted was a family, since I don't have one I just fell like a failure. I have a hard time finding friends, Most just ghost me I don't have answer why because they never told me. Sometimes I wish I was bluepilled just being nt person and not have to worry about the issues of the world(Now, I don't give a shit anymore).

Idk I don't like anything anymore and I don't want to do anything anymore. I have no goal, I just basically don't want to do anything, tho life has been getting a bit better recently. But life is just soooo pointless.

I feel the same way, the highlight of my day is going to the park alone and just looking at the trees and animals. I can't get into Video Games, Movies, Restaurants, Events. I still try but I don't feel enjoyment around it.

 

[Mindset]

I’m 32 unemployed living in my mom’s basement. I’m just trying to make money rn. I don’t really have an answer for you.