What makes you want to live?
Idk I don't like anything anymore and I don't want to do anything anymore. I have no goal, I just basically don't want to do anything, tho life has been getting a bit better recently. But life is just soooo pointless.
Sex, relationships, education, work, religion, drugs, sleeping, eating, drawing, these activities are actually meaningless at least for me right now.
I started taking doxycycline and abusing nicotine. These are the only things that make me happy today, but it's not something sustainable in the long run. I was quite a heavy drinker this year. I think alcohol helps, but it's the devil's drink, it destroys your body, mind and soul so fast and it doesn't really do anything good except relaxation. Nicotine, I really appreciate the buzz and energy it gives, but tolerance and over-excitation are big problems. I think nic is the only thing that really gives me some novelty and curiosity. Without it I would genuinely kms. Doxycycline cleaned my brain fog which I didn't even notice lol
Idk I don't like anything anymore and I don't want to do anything anymore. I have no goal, I just basically don't want to do anything, tho life has been getting a bit better recently. But life is just soooo pointless.
Sex, relationships, education, work, religion, drugs, sleeping, eating, drawing, these activities are actually meaningless at least for me right now.
I started taking doxycycline and abusing nicotine. These are the only things that make me happy today, but it's not something sustainable in the long run. I was quite a heavy drinker this year. I think alcohol helps, but it's the devil's drink, it destroys your body, mind and soul so fast and it doesn't really do anything good except relaxation. Nicotine, I really appreciate the buzz and energy it gives, but tolerance and over-excitation are big problems. I think nic is the only thing that really gives me some novelty and curiosity. Without it I would genuinely kms. Doxycycline cleaned my brain fog which I didn't even notice lol