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<blockquote data-quote="Hacker News" data-source="post: 69872" data-attributes="member: 365">It‘s not a phase. I am turning 30 soon. I have had this feeling ever since i can remember. I know, often times i am subconsciously aligning my actions to end up alone. Sometimes it seems like i do that to create something like a melancholic void, that i must feel, because otherwise, i would feel empty…I can‘t summarize it better right now. I have learned the portuguese word „saudade“. That feeling, i believe i know. It seems somehow related, to what I am trying to describe.I truly can not handle it anymore…How do you deal with it?Also I have recently read about „intellectual loneliness“ on here, which i resonated deeply with. It is not what i am describing, but rather a part of it. But the totality is too much for me.I don‘t even know what to expect from posting here. I just have nowhere else to turn to…<hr />Comments URL: <a href="https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32956548" target="_blank">https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32956548</a>Points: 26# Comments: 15<a href="https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32956548" target="_blank">Continue reading...</a></blockquote>

[QUOTE="Hacker News, post: 69872, member: 365"] It‘s not a phase. I am turning 30 soon. I have had this feeling ever since i can remember. I know, often times i am subconsciously aligning my actions to end up alone. Sometimes it seems like i do that to create something like a melancholic void, that i must feel, because otherwise, i would feel empty… I can‘t summarize it better right now. I have learned the portuguese word „saudade“. That feeling, i believe i know. It seems somehow related, to what I am trying to describe. I truly can not handle it anymore… How do you deal with it? Also I have recently read about „intellectual loneliness“ on here, which i resonated deeply with. It is not what i am describing, but rather a part of it. But the totality is too much for me. I don‘t even know what to expect from posting here. I just have nowhere else to turn to… [HR][/HR] Comments URL: [URL]https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32956548[/URL] Points: 26 # Comments: 15 [url="https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32956548"]Continue reading...[/url] [/QUOTE]

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