Long oily hair, wore metal T shirts, skater shoes, infinite confidence, didn't give a fuck about girls, barely studied. I spent most of my time playing guitar and finding new bands to listen to. I don't remember a single time when I was depressed during that year.
I was in the same class with my oneitis and 3 other dudes at that time and I was so disgusted by her. I wouldn't even look at her let alone talk to her. Every time I saw her I was like "Wtf is this shit? We one girl in class and she has to be ugly.". I saw her as nerd trash at the time with her stupid braces and good grades.
Being devoid of crushes and not caring about women, I could have done some great stuff if I had some guidance at the time. What a waste of potential.
good memories, just a naive little child, no blackpill, no women, no college, no mogging, damn now i'm nostalgic